Love her or hate her you have to feel for the Essex star who was flung so unwittingly into the spotlight and into a celeb marriage with all the trimmings. However all was not peachy for the peroxide queens and she speaks about how her marriage turned into hell and the lack of sex near the end of the relationship."He was so wrong for me and I was so wrong for him. We were like from two different planets. He loved politics and wanted to talk about it. But I know nothing about politics, it doesn't interest me at all. I wanted to watch Hollyoaks on telly but he preferred a serious documentary. I'd go and buy Victoria Beckham's autobiography and he'd buy an educational book," she says. Well I'm with you on the Hollyoaks but VB's autobiography? Ummm.
And it didn't end there, as the blonde turned to the comforts of wine and chocolate to stave off her pain."I was drunk most nights," she admitted. "I'd drink a bottle of wine, sometimes two, because I was so unhappy. I also started scoffing bags of crisps and chocolate. I stopped doing exercise and just watched TV. When I looked at my naked body in the mirror I hated it—so pale and overweight. I didn't recognise myself and felt disgusting."
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Things went from bad to worse for the blonde bimbo. " Preston took me out to posh restaurants and I'd have soup to start, then a big bowl of pasta followed by chocolate cake and cream. I did enjoy it but as soon as I finished I'd feel guilty, lock myself in the toilet and stick my fingers down my throat. It was the same at home.I hated making myself sick after food binges and knew it was bad for me. So I just lived like a hermit at home and stopped eating."
Thankfully with support from her friends and family she realized this lifestyle wasn't' working for her and is hopefully on the road to recovery, having washed that ordinary boy right out of her extensions!
{via NOTW ]